So this is my first attempt, get it out, even if it’s jumbled, even if people hate it, even if I hate it, I need to just throw the wrench in the wheels of my own self-sabotoge. Enough.

We all carry something of importance to give to the world, no matter what it looks like. I think somewhere along the line we just started believing we’re insignificant, unloveable…

We had high hopes that it was a linear line of recovery and that no chemo or radiation was needed but recently received the final results of the biopsy of her uterus that was sent away for further testing post hysterectomy.

The doctor said their findings of the biopsy included a rare and aggressive form of cancer called Clear Cell Carcinoma, stage 2, a cancer that can be diagnosed through a combination of imaging tests, biopsies, and microscopic tissue analysis.

I thought I kept it hidden better behind the eyes not wanting to meet his.

The frequent sighs with head held low each time met with “what’s wrong mommy? Didn’t you sleep good last night?”.

Yesterday was a big day for him, he underwent surgery and had the mass/cancer removed. Everything went well and mom said as far as they know they were able to remove everything.

Dad and Mom are home! 👏

After consulting with the doctor in Arizona they said they would like to wait a while to perform surgery on dad until the chemo is out of his system.