A Valentines Story… Part 2

Ok so after the S.A. trip I went back to MT and he of course stayed in Pa. I figured i better move on with life ( keep in mind i’m only 17 Lol!) My sister Priscilla got married and Josh came out for the wedding. We didn’t say a word to each other I don’t think. Again, I just didn’t see the point.

I started having increased health issues, hormone problems, stomach issues, constant fatigue and migraines. S.A. didn’t cause it, I had them before I went but it just continued after I got home. I threw myself into my job and just kept going on in life. Every now and then Josh would come out and visit and I would just reassure myself that we would never work out. Somewhere in my young years I had forgotten how to dream, how to have fun, and how to enjoy life. It was really sad actually. Most of my teen years were spent with health issues, battling depression, and working 40+ hrs a week and avoiding youth group like my life depended on it. I was an extremely unhealthy introvert.

The summer after we returned from S.A. ( 2014) I went back to help my sister Sue Ann with her new baby boy. To this day we still laugh so hard about this because I ended up getting sick right as I got there with terrible diahreea and we both remember me laying in bed with her because we were both so sick! She had a horrible breast infection and I couldn’t keep anything inside of me. So much for me helping her, LOL!

I stayed there for a few weeks, cooked ( or tried to) helped with the kiddos and cleaned. Before I left I went down to see my sister ( she lived 2 hrs away) in the same town where Josh lived. I figured I might see him. I took the train down and I remember writing in my journal that I still have feelings for Josh and told the Lord it’s in his hands…

That weekend will be one i’ll never forget…..

To be continued…..