A Valentines Story…. Part 5

The rehearsal was over, the people left and it was just Josh and I sitting on the front porch of my parents house watching the sunset go down on the last evening we would be apart. It should have been an evening of great joy and anticipation but instead we were sitting there asking each other if we should just call off the wedding.

It seemed suddenly the culmination of all our struggles came to a head and we were faced with a decision. Do we get married or not? We have about 12 hrs to decide.
It was awful. 10/10 don’t recommend.

We both became to callused to our conflict and agreed everything will be fine.

The next morning I got dressed and still felt sick to my stomach. But I was able to shove it down far enough that I truly enjoyed myself. It was like God just allowed us to forget everything and truly enjoy the moment. It was in all honesty a dreamy day. Our first look by the river, our first kiss, driving away- it was all so peaceful.

But reality set in a few months after we returned home from our honeymoon.

To be continued….